this season as usual has me thinking about
purchasing
why because "it's the most wonderful time of the year....." and i truly believe that it is
however while watching the office
this evening on my compu
i was subjected to the same ad over and over...and over again
it went something like this:
Americana's are known for wanting it all
and that isn't a bad thing
the truth is there is just so much cool stuff to have
that sometimes we get carried away
....yada yada not if you have a discover card
HUH........i thought to myself
really it isn't a bad thing...i kinda think it is
i have been noticing the feelings of want washing over me
i want....i need...wouldn't it be fun to have.........
i am kinda..well to tell you the truth I'm kinda
disgusted with myself
i don't need much
really
we are so very blessed that we don't really have any
enormous needs
and as i think of this
another thought entered my mind
we could HAVE
a lot more
STUFF
if I were working..we could stay in this house
and have plenty of money to save
we could go to Costa Rica annually at least..
we could....
and........
also have.....
but i guess what I am getting at
is that
nothing worth doing comes easy
so...because we are a one income family in order to save the money we feel is necessary
we are moving...I'm not going to work
so...in order to be a truly Christ-like person
I need to get my head out of the wants
and into
thinking about WHO is in need this season
i am sure, it would take less clicks of my mouse to find
someone in need
than to find
a pair of great boots ( which i have been looking for)
so...i guess where i am going with this
is
I am re-dedicating myself
to the TRUE
Christmas spirit
the holiday
which i observe in remembrance of my older brother
who gave his life for me ( and you)
because
he has a pure love
and wants us to have a chance to obtain celestial glory
i am going to work
on my insides so that i can feel that pure
love for those around me
and I hope as I work on me
my Heavenly Father will
guide my actions this season
so that this season
can be.....for me..mine..and those around me
TRULY
"the most wonderful time of the year..."
**note from the author**
sometime i share these thoughts because i need to have them written down to remind me of my late night pondering....if you are inspired as well, i am glad for it