Tuesday, February 9, 2010

how to get over yourself….i wish i knew

IMG_0873i cannot be the only women to have ever been pregnant with twins..in fact i know that i am not ..in fact i know a few women who’ve been pregnant with twins & one who’s had triplets

none the less i feel V E R Y sorry for myself…why…i could give you the list…but i really shouldn’t …you know i can’t help feeling

OUCH

AWEFUL

MISSERABLE

NO GOOD

VERY BAD

yikes!  i am not this women

i am not the feel bad for myself

eat junk food..and nothing but

watch hours of TV….and let the kids watch hours as well

the problem with all this is

I AM SO BLEST

maybe this attitude would be a little less deplorable if i

hadn’t been showered with love almost every minute of my pregnancy…and life for that matter

or if

my mom, grandma, aunt, cousin, and two great friends hadn’t traveled all the way from Utah in order to whisk me away to DT Seattle for a 4 day 3 night stay in a hotel on the water complete with  TOO MANY gifts..TOO MUCH fun…TOO MANY laughs…& a ULTIMATE BABY SHOWER with my pacific north west crew at an Indian restaurant of all places (YUM)

or if

my loving husband hadn’t flown his mom in from her relaxed lifestyle on the beach in Costa Rica ( and she came)  to take care of the house…the shuttling to and from school..& the meals…..

WHO am i that i still feel like I'm soooo put upon ?

I am soon to be blest with 2 more precious children…AMAZING

I already have 4 amazing children

I WILL NOT be pregnant forever for heavens sake

what is my deal….honestly

maybe i can act like the person i am in the next few weeks so all the people who’ve continued to love me through this don’t get fed up with my

Attitude!

***note from the author***

the Twinkies are weighing in at 3lbs 8 oz & 3lbs 10 oz…respectable weights for 32 weeks gestation

the c-section is set for

March 26…we all hope to make it to that date (even if i feel like it’s killing me)in order to have two strong healthy babes who never see the inside of the NICU

they look good in the ultrasounds…squished for sure but really strong & good

This kid...

is super funny..
This picture was taken 2 hours after I gave him the candy he STILL has
in his mouth! He refuses to spit things out he doesn't like...he just
holds it in his mouth until it dissolves...weird..yup...but we've been
thinking maybe this is the key to keeping him quiet in sacrament
meeting!

Monday, February 8, 2010

BABIES - Trailer

Check out this video on YouTube:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7aCZUb_dUGA&feature=youtube_gdata


Sent from my iPhone

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Not nothing

I've not been doing much latley...but at least I've made a couple of
beanies for my expected ones!